Well, you see, I'm an art student - which also means "amateur artist". Very amateur. So, I don't have the necessary knowledge and experience yet, nor enough money to invest in my talent as I would like. I'm working on it, but it takes some time... specially the money issue.
I am a little lazy too, but... that's easier to solve.
And I'll not mention my excessive self-criticism. No.
That's it! Thank you for reading this.